我可以当坏人吗？


怎么我们就不能好好当朋友就算了吗？为什么非要我陪你，说什么你每次没人陪因为朋友都已有女朋友了。这是什么借口？为什么一直传简讯，拨电找我？我感觉很不自在，甚至感到烦。

朋友，我们才认识了多久？我真的不想伤害你，可是你的行为令我左右为难。我因为你甚至烦到手机放静音，很想关上手机。

我该怎么办？我不懂该怎么面对你。每次都在担心，很想躲开你。

原本是好好的朋友，为什么你偏要如此破坏它呢？

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