我不是归人，是个过客......

I went for a gathering with some old friends. It has been a long time i didn't meet with some of them. I could see some differences on them but still they are still "childish" in their way of talking with us just as before. This is their characteristic which shows their special personalities. It reminds me the life i used to have in my secondary school life. The topics of Chemistry, Biology, Physics are no longer my part of life. They are far far apart from me and maybe i am relief to stay away from these science subjects. Some said economy, pengajian am and host of others art subjects that are found in form 6 art class and i think i am wise enough for not choosing these subjects as i have totally zero interest in that. Well, I felt some feeling is lost that i could not help but remain silent. I know the feeling wouldn't come back and it will become a wall for us, slowly becoming thicker and thicker. I am afraid that there is one day that when we meet but we couldn

Actually, i m blissful enough compared to many others. 1.I have a warmth family with two healthy parents, 1 brother and 1 sister. 2.There are people loving and caring me. (Parents, family and beloved) 3.My parents are willing to let me put on braces that cost me 9K. 4.I can back home (by flight or my dad come & fetch me)whenever there is school holidays. 5.I do not suffer from starving. 6.I consume and use branded food and living accessories.(mostly Amway, Vincci) 7.I have doggy and puppies as my favourite pet at home. 8.I have the chance to learn a lot of skills since i was a kid(drawing,dancing,singing,playing piano,dragon dance instrument.....) 9.I have the chance to study in local college which cost me zero fees. 10.My parents always bring me out to explore the other place by traveling.(although it is just by locally) There are still many more evidences to show that I am blissful. But, many of you are as blissful as me or may be more blissful than me. So, do not say that you ar

I personally like this poem very much the moment i read it as it made me felt heartache of the situation. How can you accept the leaving of your child forever? I relate to it as there were lots of cases happened around where people lost their precious life in accidents or by other causes. The feeling is just like this poem, the painfulness that cannot be measured or understood by the outsider except the closest family members itself. It had been a hard time to know those bad news especially when it happened to be at my own hometown. I never stop questioning myself that why could such things happen? Why? Why? It is true that i had taken some time to sort out my feelings but now this poem brings all my feelings back. "Mother dear, may I go downtown Instead of out to play, And march the streets of Birmingham In a Freedom March today?" "No, baby, no, you may not go, For the dogs are fierce and wild, And clubs and horses, guns and jails Aren't good enough for a little chi

I think I have fallen in love in English Literature. For all the short stories and poems that I have learned, they are simply too great. It is not just stories, poems, novels that you think of. It means a lot, everything. Reflecting what life is all about, I wonder have you ever relate yourself to the story or the poem itself? English Lit,simply make you to open up your mind and to think outside the box. Why William Shakespeare described that her mistress's eyes are nothing like the Sun and coral is far more red than her lips' red? Is that he was criticizing the beauty of her mistress? Or he was just telling us that he liked her in the way she was but not her beauty? In "The Disappearance" by Chitra Banerjee Divakaruni,why she could just walked away from the family, leaving her small kid and husband behind? Is that she want freedom? Is that she doesn't love her family because of the arranged marriage? See, it makes you to think a lot. Out of the questions above, y

I don understand why there is such person here. And i don understand why i am the victim as well. Am I too good for you? Why you have to keep saying me "hot, sexy and cute"? Each action i did even every sentence i talked, you said it was cute. It was annoying and i really don't like it. I did told you to stop it but you took it for granted. Can you don't over do ? Can you be well mannered? Why you can kiss my cheek since i am not very close to you? I feel so uneasy and even frightened by your actions. You know what is privacy also right? Can you please don keep entering people's room and staying inside it for a long long time? Don u realize that my roommate and i as well felt not happy? We din tell u doesn't mean that we are okay with it. We just don't want to hurt you. I ignore you as I feel that you are quite scary, violent. The most important thing is hope u can know what mistake you did and try not to do it again. But, you turn to be negative. Crying,k

以前听得多关于不同种族有许多的不同像是不同于文化等等。 至今我才深深体会到不同种族相处在一起的难处。不只是文化不同，甚至是处理问题的方法、思想上、沟通上都有很多的不同。我，唯一的华人正面临着这些问题。从小(幼稚园到中学）到大都没有试过更那么多土族相处，现在还要一整班都是。不是说我不喜欢，只是，那对我来说是个极大的考验。 我想说，我正在尝试着。我尝试着与他们好好相处，可是为什么那么难？我找不到一位能与我共同面对压力，完成功课，分享课业烦恼的同班同学。那种总是以一个人承担的感觉并不好受。压力大没关系。只要有个好同学一起去分担，一起前进，压力也会减轻，或许不会是个压力而是个回忆。 我不停地寻找解决方法，可是我迷失了自己。迷失自己，寻找出路，我慌张、我镇定、我尝试，我失败。所以，我终于哭了！ 哭，但却找不到一个没有人的地方放声大哭。想释放却必须控制自己。我该怎么办？ 同班同学，不要来问我你哭过来吗？因为我想说，我看见你们我就想哭。 我，在你们面前必须是位坚强的女生。